How in the world can anyone follow the reverse procedure?
Unfortunately, I am that idiot who always lands myself in some embarrassing situations because of this acting first, thinking later characteristic.
Yes, I do that many a times. I am the one who is thinking about execution of second stage when I am still in the first stage. Result-Complete destruction in Stage 1.
There are reasons why I call myself weird. Having declared one of the reasons is actually giving me a satisfying feeling. See, you got the second reason to call me weird- Satisfaction after having universally proclaimed myself as an IDIOT.
I WAS a very straightforward and arrogant girl. But my sensitivity and kindness has suddenly come out of its slumber party and has completely taken over the “arrogant me”. On top of that, I somehow have built a storey of useless thoughts in my mind, contributed by situations when I feel I should speak up but prefer to keep numb.
That storey was built over a strong plinth and the only way to get rid of it is by destruction and disruption. This unwanted, accumulated dirt has made me weak and has posed a wrong picture of mine to outsiders.
My distractive mind has thus switched off its hibernation mode and the final result-Acting first, thinking later.
And my new venture is to shift myself to a better land.