Its a powerful word. Powerful enough to mould you and help you understand your alignment of thoughts. There are thousands out there speaking up just for the sake of it. My reference here are the opinions put forth by people belonging to the sensible category.


Imagine this.

There’s a discussions going on, an intense one. Everyone is participating actively and are somehow being unanimous on a single viewpoint, simply stating their reasons for assenting. But something’s pinching you. The opinion they are agreeing on is not what you agree on. Oh! But you are afraid. Afraid, that you might end up sounding stupid for being different. So you settle down to be in unison. (Basically, this is like you trying to pose for a selfie with pout lips, though you might suck at it, just so you can post pictures on social media with ‘n’ number of irrelevant hashtags, only because there are many out there doing this thing and appearing cool. Now that’s stupid!) 

Why be fearful? For a couple of people out there who are always judgmental, no matter what you do? Such conscious and shy behavior need to be thrown out of the window. Care less about it. 

People! How have you been! Its almost 7 months since my last post and it looks like ages. So thought of revisiting my old comfort place. I am going to try and post as often as possible, mostly because I love communicating with you guys via comments. So, Hi everyone!



Can I do this?

I would have thought at least a thousand times before posting this as it is going to be really personal and I am just pouring out the turmoil going on currently in my mind.

Should I drop out from blogging? This thought has already drained out all my energy and this sudden shift in my mood and thought process has confused my mind and body. This tsunami of questions is unable to find its way out from my brain.

I must admit for once that I do not have any dream to be an author in future or publish any book. I go through several blogs and I read about them having ambitions to do something significant in this writing field and I am left feeling-I am in the middle of the ocean thinking how the hell did I get here!

The reason why I had started this blog was not because I wish to be a writer but because I tend to be a listener and thus at the receiving end most of the time all the time. So for at least a few moments you readers put on my shoes and take time to read my thoughts and it simply gives me immense pleasure. The belief that “yes, there are people out there who are willing to listen to you too” takes its position back into my mind.

And truly I want to thank each one of you out there reading this for not wearing those judgmental hats and reading the post patiently. *A bear hug*

Wait! Where am I actually heading? No where. Because I am currently going through an emotion of I-don’t-know-what’s-happening. Strangely, I land myself in such flooding and yet no-thought feeling many a times. (Pondering is it just me who is this weird.)

Whenever I hop into some blogs and get that I-want-to-visit-this-blog-again feeling, I wonder, do I pass out similar waves? And this is the only thing that’s torturing me for a while and this thought is just refraining to move out and clear my head.

Obviously, its just my mind playing tricks again to harass me and by not entertaining it, it will just pass out.

So finally my stupid thought has come to a halt at the end of this post and this therapy of writing my emotions down has worked wonders again.

Dear readers, I love you all ^_^